Through Hell and Back
2:40 p.m.
I have been through hell and back this week. I've never been so scared and sad in my life. Christina was missing since 1 a.m. Monday morning. I was so scared for her life. I though my bestfriend would be gone forever and that I wouldn't have her in my life anymore. There's so much that went through my head these past days. I was thinking mostly the worst. Did she run away? Was she kidnapped? Who knew. I surely didn't. She always calls me if she runs away, is sad, is upset, or needs somebody. She comes running to me. I'm the only one that truly knows her and understands her. I love her and wouldn't know what to do without her. I've never given up on her and I never will.
I was out to lunch with Ed today and my mom called me. Christina turned up at my house. Thank God. I can't even explain how happy I was. I felt tears come to my eyes. She sounded so quiet when I talked to her. I told her she was a pain in my ass but that I loved her and was happy she was safe. She did run away. She hates living at home and hates her boarding school. She's so unhappy and depressed. I know how that feels. I wish there was something I could do for her. Right now I believe that she is in downtown Buffalo at family court. She had a family court warrant out for her. My dad came and took her there along with another officer. I just hope everything turns out alright and that she tells the judge the truth and that they believe her. I am just glad that she is safe and back. I don't know what I would of done if she never came back.
To top of the horrible week. We had to put Bandit to sleep last night. He was extremely sick. He was bleeding internally and the vet thinks he had a tumor. There wasn't anything that the vet could really do. Nothing was guaranteed. The humane thing to do was to euthanize him. I stayed with him until the end. I will miss him greatly. He was my baby. I wish there was something that could of saved him. But, maybe now he's in a better place.